i want to die
 
 
 

as these tears come down from my eyes
i feel this real pain
the worst pain i have ever felt
it's tearing at me from the inside out
i feel sick with worry
i'm dying on the inside
on the outside i'm just hurting
i'm getting all fucked up
this shit i speak
i dont know what to do
i'm hurting
for me
for you
for every -fucking- thing
i need to die
but it's like a re-birth
it needs to happen
but i don't want it to
it's like trying to stop evolution
like trying to stop a car at a 100 miles per hour
'tis devil inside of me, hates me
it wants me to die
and so do i 
so why don't i help him out
i'll take this blade and shove it through my heart
life is just a fight
a fight to find who lives the longest

fuck this fight i don't like

WILL
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