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Rangers
Whence come
those dreams
of homely
goodness and the comfort
of a hearth
? Do killers not
take aim
from behind the shelter
of a well
kept hedge, or from the deep mud
of a pastured
bunker, find themselves,
adrift
in the smell of fresh baked bread, remember
balloons
at a children's party, wet socks
drying
by a fire, and shake their heads
before
they gentle squeeze this trigger ?
or is this
soldier not a killer?
death bringer,
sob in the night,
dream your own
home fire burning
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Lines have fallen for me
Oh these lines !
Drawn on paper in smoky
rooms another world
away: pinned up as
tactical research,
sketch reference for
minds where braided
shoulders brush the walls in
passages of mirror and of power !
you ask why ours is so small? well see, this
little shape upon your map is home, our
place to be,
we have wheat here, a row of
poplars, and a
castle on the hill: meat
from wild coney,
sheep who browse all day
along the valley's
gentle pleasantry,
geranium upon the sill nod brightly
at the cat that lies under our hedge, but
the line on the
land runs through the forest
somewhere between
the bank and the near pont
Look up at the stone
hills, and - yes - the land
on their map is
very large: big and brown.
Who would want
all those dry thistles, paper
adrift on the autobahn: no comfort
anywhere ?
Sit down, man, feed
yourself upon this fresh
baked scone, for
I have noticed that this line,
the line they drew and signed for in
a mirrored hall so many years ago,
means we can
not
take wool from our lazy
sheep into the large
city to the east,
to give their people
work, spinning or selling:
or out to the coast,
any more.
Perhaps
you shrug? perhaps
there's coal or oil, somewhere,
to warm us while
we grow them food, but we won't
know so long as
barbed wire stands atop a
fence for people,
not for wandering beasts,
there might be wood, or water,
steel for a brand
new railroad: work at the front,
opening up the plains
to more than gunfire,
more than rolling
tanks with tractored treads
but no, I don't understand at all myself.
Not why my sons now live so far removed,
or need to make a living for their young
in that great poisoned city many miles
away,
or why we're paid now not to plant,
or not to sow, and
not to reap. why buy
our flour from
distant lands, a foreign sea
beyond.
Why our bit is so small I do
not know, but it
is good and might be safe,
if only they would
give us access
to fish from their
great lake, passage to market,
and a place to buy flat rate
why else should we
survive so meanly, ever start to hate ?
alice thorpe
18 May,
1999
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